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Recieved: 2004/12/07 11:29
Subject: Re: [K-list] Void
From: Rene Quintus

On 2004/12/07 11:29, Rene Quintus posted thus to the K-list:





When I entered that day, I was drawn into it, after a kriya meditation. Like
my context swappped. I felt that I could go deeper and stay there if I would
surrender. In first instance it felt like I could and maybe would die there.
I did not notice myself breathing or anything. But a I knew that if I would
actively start to analyse the situation, give it attention, I would swap
back. So I let it be and experienced nothingness. Just empty blackness left,
right, up and down. I was all and I was nothing. I was the universe and the
universe was me, but it was empty, nothing was left, like it imploded into
me and I imploded into myself, just consciousness. I stayed there form some
time (lost track of time as well).

Then a little boy appeared to me in the nothingness with big eyes with tears
in it. In my perception he was dying and his unspoken expression was 'why?'
Then I returned and was so impressed by it that the feeling somehow stayed
with me for days.

René

> I doubt it would be a true nothingness




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