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Recieved: 2004/12/06 02:03
Subject: RE: [K-list] Void
From: Earth Angel


On 2004/12/06 02:03, Earth Angel posted thus to the K-list:


it sounds like one has to experience this frightening,
powerless, and helpless place to give way to the
other side of that feeling.....HOME.
Like black and white.
darkness...light
There must be opposites to KNOW the total experience.
Was fear only the doorkeeper of the void and it truly
expressed itself upon the embracing of both sides?
At peace,
Sue
E.A.   The experience of it, the shock of experiencing nothingness and absolutely
aloneness, caused my body to tremble and when I opened my eyes I was back in
the room. This experience continued, on and on, when I closed my eyes I was
back in eternal nothingness; then trembling, then back in the room. The
vastness of the nothingness was astounding; the aloneness, frightening
and......powerless and helpless to affect any change. I could say I was
powerless and helpless but I couldn't find "I".



  At one point, my heart was ripped open in my chest and tears and sobbing
poured out. The vibrating and shaking and trembling of the body was
enormous.

  After that I was in union with the divine for about 3 months. In utter
and
total home. In enlightenment as I know it to be.



  The void that I live in now, the nothingness that I call home, in which I
reside is not as deep, as eternal, as frightening as that first time. But,
in my experience, God does not repeat itself.

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