To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/11/07 19:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] mental disorders/energy/divine connection...
From: José Hoekstra

> I would love to discuss this further with bipolar kundalites on this
> list.
>
> Rob


Hi Rob,

Like yourself I was diagnosed bipolar after a K-awakening, that caused very
extreme experiences and psychosis at first, and after having started
body/dancework very intensively I had another period of a few years in which
I discovered it was kundalini (did not know this at first) and had many
extreme experiences including experiencing past-life happenings and cruel
deaths etc - intensive heat very often.
I tend to say it is both: for me I am bipolar (or have MDS like we say in
Holland) ánd I experienced K-awakening. I am still taking medication since I
experience strong suicidal psychotic episodes, and I would not want that to
happen, having two small children. I do feel that lately I learn much more
about energy coming in from others (and me wrongly identifying with it - so
I learn to let go now) and about me loosing energy to others.
Saying I am bipolar ánd experiencing K also opens up the possibility that
regular psychiatrists maybe one day will seriously look at this. As a start:
in the next magazine of the dutch patiëntsorganization for bipolars will be
an article from me on my K-experiences for the first time.

I hope this contributes anything to the discussion,

warm greetings,
Jose


> I would love to discuss this further with bipolar kundalites on this
> list.
>
> Rob

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