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Recieved: 2004/11/02  04:17  
Subject: [K-list] FEAR 
From: Susan
  
On 2004/11/02  04:17, Susan posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
I know of two acronyms for FEAR. Which would you choose? 
 
Fuck  
Everything 
And 
Run 
 
Or 
 
Face 
Everything 
And 
Rejoice 
 
Susan A. Carlson, BSN RN 
::Intuitive Coaching for Spiritual Emergence:: 
Enlightenment is a Biological Process 
http://www.kundalinisupportnetwork.com 
  
 
-----Original Message----- 
From: Heidi [mailto:heidisiouxsiATyahoo.com]  
Sent: Tuesday, August 31, 2004 6:06 PM 
To: K-listATkundalini-gateway.org 
Subject: [K-list] greetings  
 
Patrick, 
 
I read your post and appreciate your raw frankness.  It takes courage to 
be openly acknowledge ones flaws and I commend you for that. 
As far as how to deal with your trauma.  Know first off that it's not 
easy, but it is simple. And most importantly, you CAN let it ALL GO! 
The cycle can be stopped! 
You can be free, my friend!   
I may be able to offer some tips that were most helpful for me.  Having 
survived an abusive childhood, I had trauma that I had to release and my 
heart, too felt deep pain. 
My primary advice is....FACE IT, FACE IT, FACE IT.   
I tried to reason myself out of facing those inner demons by being 
overly critical, perfectionistic and abusing substances to avoid them. 
I knew from early teenhood that something was wrong with me.  I could 
feel it...in the pit of my stomach, eating away at my center.   
One morning, I awoke from a nightmare and knew. Today is the day!  I 
prayed and begged that I see the truth about what had happened to me. 
It was revealed to me, I watched it like a movie.  I saw my father 
there, felt that sick shame that had haunted me all those years.  I 
asked for compassion and saw him as a broken, hurting soul.  I took the 
infant (myself) into my arms and bathed her in white light until her 
crying was silenced by relief.  In my physical body the shame and pain 
disappeared.  From that moment, that hole in my center has been healed. 
>From time to time, it seems negative energy tries to steer me into 
believing that I'm not good enough or not this enough or that enough. 
It is easy now to flick those thoughts away, much like a bug on my 
shoulder.  "Lies." Flick.  Okay, back to reality. 
You Are the Power.  Own it. You will continue running until you face 
this.  
I once heard this acronym for fear and loved it.  I do not know it's 
author, but I'd like to share it with you. 
False 
Evidence 
Appearing 
Real 
 
Take care Patrick. 
Love yourself. 
Namaste'. 
With Love, 
Heidi 
 
 
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