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Recieved: 2004/11/01 14:42
Subject: RE: [K-list] NLP Rant
From: Johnny

On 2004/11/01 14:42, Johnny posted thus to the K-list:





I agree that I have the ability to not allow such a thing to effect me.
Where I am at the moment with my awakening process, I am still very off
balance.. ungrounded and in turn I dwell on the symptoms and try to balance
accordingly, thus fuel my own negative cycle. Perhaps I am a leaky faucet
that leaks energy if manipulated, and thus draws attention from people.
People subliminally call me a child (I am 23). I don't know, people
sometimes laugh when they see me.

I will give you an idea of what type of behaviour I experience with these
programmers. A trick they will often use is draw my attention to an object,
tap it with their hand and I immediatly feel a "knock" in my groin area.

I cannot control the fact that they have chosen to pick up an object, tap it
and cause me discomfort. I may be off balance, but I believe a person will
intuitively know when they are being manipulated. Quite often they will
carry a smug look.

I will try to focus on the solar plexus. I have a feeling that may help.

I showed the post to my family yesterday to show them what kind of stuff I
was going through, and I noticed an immediate difference in their behaviour.
Maybe they finally left me alone, or maybe they just took pity enough to "go
easy" on me (like I need hassles to begin with). Perhaps this type of
behaviour has been going on for 23 years.

I can list a page of such behaviour if I really wanted to. Unfortunatly the
phenomena has faded into the back of my psyche.

I would absolutely LOVE it if someone would tell me what makes me such a
centre of attention, and exactly what course of action to take to fix it.

Johnny




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