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Recieved: 2004/10/21 18:07
Subject: [K-list] Dream & the ommisicient power.
From: dona
On 2004/10/21 18:07, dona posted thus to the K-list:
Hello,
Let me introduce myself, my name is Dona & (58yrs.old }.I have been
expericing the kundalini at a very early stage since childhood.My life has
been in danger quite a few times as i was growing up my unstable
parents.Both were mentally ill & now have passed away.My childhod was about
survieing.It was a horrilbe horrible child hood but i did survie it.At the
age of five being lock up in rooms with my beloved sister at the age of
three & being born with the rickets because my mother straved herself caused
lot of problems for me.I was tormented & abuse emotionaly ,beat, phystical,
& spiritually as well.This went on for {12} until i went into welfare.I have
been beat too an inch of my life when i was young.The room was where my
tormenters would come too hurt & cause pain & fear.I eat out of gargage
cans wasn't allowed too go too the bathroom had too use it in the room.I
wasn't allowed communaction with the rest of the family i had only my
beloved sister in the room with me.We went through this together.I never had
a christmas or thanksgiving or easter,I didn't know what that was when i
was a child.The windows were boarded up so i couldn't see sunlight & so
that no one knew us.There is so much i could tell you but it would take a
lot of time doing so.At the age of {5} i was laying on a floor & it was
competely dark, which iwas a custom too.As i lade there on this floor the
room began too lite up & there appear a human figure in mid air looking
down at me as i laid on the floor.This figure was dress in solid white from
her head down too her toes.She looked like a nun.I thnk this was the lady of
light the kundalini herself. There was light all around her & she lite up
the room i was in.There was no words spoken between us.We were both looking
at each other.She was there for a minute or so, & then she began too fade
out.I never knew or understood this as a child.But i think now as i'm older
& expericing the kundalini it was the beautiful kundalini herself in the
form of a human figure. In real life i experince It happen in the room
where i was lock away from the famliy.My parents caame into the room where
me & my sister were & they were in rage & my father took me & thre me up
against the wall & then proceeded too kick me over & over until i fell
unconsicous.My sister who waas very young as well was yelling you have
killed my sister.She told me i was out for a day & a half .She was crying &
saying too me please don't leave me don't die.We only had each other.But
something happen too me.I was aware of a door being open & the person who
was opening the door was coming in or letting me out but i was scared too
death because i didn't know who was coming into the room.All i could see was
a hand with a black glove on.At that moment & being so scare at that spilt
second when the door was being open i feel into a trance of some kind.But
my mind remembered saying this If a'm here what am i doing there & if i'm
there what m i doing here.I never could understand this & what i went
through. Could you help me too understand what took place with me.I have
always rember this too this day.I keep a dream journal & have done so since
i was {20yrs.old} & still doing so.Its through my dreams she comes too work
on my body & teach me of her as she does her work .I would like too share
my dreams with you if you premitt me too do so.I have one now too share.
I had this dream back in may the 16th 2002.It has too do with the
Kundalini & the energy field, the bio elecrticity field i think. I was a
child about 6 or 7 & i was swinging on a swing.I was aware of swining
back & forth& each time i was going higher & higher as i swung.I was aware
of swinging by myself & there seem to be other childern swinging as well
even though i couldn't see them.I could see just myself , as i was swinging
higher & higher.As i was swinging higher & higher, i realized tht something
was happening & found myself going through something.I couldn't see but
could only feel.I was aware of something going through me, or i was going
through it & i didn't know what this was except what it felt like.Whtever
it was you couldn't see it.I ws worrying about what was going too happen
too me as i found myself in this,& i didn't know what this was.What ever it
was i knew it had no form, but had only color which was solid white.It felt
like some type of energy field & i could feel tingeling eletric going
through me.This tingeling energy that was coming through me did no harm
too me, but i worried about making it through this.It was Ommiscient
presence & was the color white with eletric tingel, no form & as i was
going through this i was aware of myself going in & coming out of
this.It was like i was passing through something & i came out on the
other side .The child i was came out the same way when i enter.I was aware
of myself being a child, when i went through this Ommiscient presence or
when the Ommiscient went through me.Either way the Ommiscient persence
that was a eleteric tingeling power that came through me, or as a
child i went through it & made it through Ommiscient persence & made it
through & i came out of it.This is the experince i went through as a child
& did not know aanything about it or of it.This awesome power that is
Ommiscient & is solid white, without ant form but could be felt &
indenifie as an eleteric tingeling sensation was indeed awesome.I was
awaare of myself being alone with no one but myself & this awesome
power.& as i was within its power we both went through each other ,it &
i & i & it.As i made it through I realized it did make it through .As i
went high above swinging i aslo came down too the ground.I do now know
this had too be be kundalini her awesome power in her energy form & being
the color solid white & being the O mmiscient , that was felt & could
not be seen but only experince.As she goes upwards she also comes down.What
was above decsended down. She descended down & the child made it through
& came out on the other side, with the kundalini & expericing the power as
a child.She brought the child through with her power , unhurt & safe &
back down too the ground.I was a child when this hppen too me & i was being
cover up by her as i went through & came out.I was experincing her as a
child & didn't know what it was.I'm experincing now what i experince as a
child the kundalini covered me with herself when i was a child .I was
protected by her even through my life .as i was trying too survire.What
do you think about this? What does this say about a person as myself going
through this. Said before it seems like the kundalini was with me since i
was a child. The kundalini has been very special too me & always will.
Without her i would not be there today too speak about her her coming too
me in my dreams. For this is how she communcates with me.I pay close
attention too her & watch her too learn & follow her & experince her as
well.I have a very solid love relationship with her & have since i was a
child. as i said about her she is very beautiful gracious & caring &
giving Kundalini.I would like too talk with someone who is advance very
much in the kundalini & maybe help me too understand my dreams as
well.Thank you,Dona
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