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Recieved: 2004/10/19 02:47
Subject: RE: [K-list] broken aura
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/10/19 02:47, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Bhadra:
Laugh away. Laughter's a good thing. I used protective shields very
effectively (and taught others how to use them in classes that I taught)
for.....what maybe 10 years all told.
and then, my meditation and my "knowing" brought me to this place where,
for me it became very clear that there is no way to shield life out, that
life is God, that there is a way to be utterly open---all the way---to life,
to love and to all that is, so centered in stillness that the stillness
itself is all the protection needed. The stillness keeps away anything that
would be preditative or destructive to the body of the being dwelling in
stillness.
To be open and sensitive to the beauty and blessing of life is to be open
without filter to what life brings. This is sometimes pain. This is the
nature of my surrender.
This truth came to me during my 14 years with Barry Long, an australian
tantrik master, who really could have been anyone and named anything as it
was great spirit and Grace who brought to me what was needed at that time.
For me it was clearly time to be in the "Ashram of the world". and to be true
without "magic" without shields. It was time to be ordinary.
When I first moved into this truth I teetered in it, was very vulnerable,
over-sensitive and greatly, tremendously affected by the world (not the
blessed earth, mind you, but the man-made world) Now..maybe 10 years later I
am much stronger,more grounded, and the effects the world has on me are much
much less drastic than they used to be.
I am learning and growing. Everywhere I see God, everywhere I be is
God., not personified, but the great nothing, the great mystery that is the
source of all life and death. In my surrender I open to life and take what
comes.
Still, I am not stupid and tend not to move in cesspools, move away from
them without ever knowing they are there.
For me the "visualization and positive creation" of the 5th and 6th chakras
have moved into the acceptance and surrender of the 7th. Even though
sometimes fragile and wobbly, there is a rightness.
blessings, deesutra
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