To: K-list 
Recieved: 2004/10/01  16:25  
Subject: [K-list] K-activity during colds + astal stuff 
From: Gustaf Grefberg
  
On 2004/10/01  16:25, Gustaf Grefberg posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
Hey list 
 
I am curious whether if anyone knows of any differences in K-activity during 
colds.. I'm going through a regular cold right now, and night time activity 
has been particulary odd/intense.. Of course, it could just be coincidence.. 
 
 
Last night, I woke up at the usual 2-4 am after a dream that carried a very 
powerful, beautiful message:  I am not a slave to my past!  The dream took 
me right back to my past and showed me how I could change anything if I 
wanter, relive all of my past with my current conciousness.. Despite this, I 
also realized I didn't want to change anything that had happened, but that 
yet still I was not bound to it any more.. After waking up, I spent almost 
an hour in a half-sleep state, releasing and surrendering a whole bunch of 
old issues that I hadn't even realized where there or needed releasing. 
Quite beautful..  
 
Second thing that happened was later during the morning. I woke up, but fell 
asleep, conciously. It's like the whole sleep paralysis deal, but actually 
going into it, rather than waking up from it.. I went through the different 
layers, hearing different psychic sounds, sinking in.. All spontaneously, no 
effort at all. I just let Goddess take me wherever I needed to go.. I was a 
witness to my astral body, observing my legs and arms shifting about a 
little (almost like a boat anchored at the shore) I could also shift around 
the body a bit if I wanted..  Didn't really pay it all that much important.. 
I woke up conciously, and then went back to sleep like this again, repated 
times.. During one of the sleep sessions, I went past the usual dream state 
and into a very symbolic journey through different colorful "tunnels", and 
over different flat landscapes with repeating patterns on them.. All along I 
was in a very peaceful witness state, just allowing myself to be taken 
wherever I needed to be..  
 
My sister told me later today that she had read exactly about these tunnels 
and patterns as some sort of collective astral.. err, place. (I am not very 
well versed in this stuff) Anyone else had any experience with these things? 
I've had a few astral experiences before, and quite a few OBE's and lucid 
dreams as well.. But not this stuff, this was different. It also felt 
somehow odd to have such an active night during a cold when I have been 
feeling very tired and drained, heh.  
 
With love 
Gustaf 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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