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Recieved: 2004/09/28 22:02
Subject: [K-list] Full Moon
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/09/28 22:02, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Sue:
Here's what comes up for me around man/woman intimate love relationship.
I have learned that when it comes to love with man--one man one woman
intimate love--I have to be clear regarding the purpose of that love and I
state this clarity at the beginning of the relating:
" The purpose of my love with man is to bring more love into me, more love
into the man and more love onto the Earth. since God is love, this
relatedness is to bring about more love, ie. more good, more god onto earth.
This means we have to be able to be honest with one another and we have to be
able to face one another when "self" surfaces."
since it is the purpose of this love to bring about more love and since we
will be making love physically, then self, stuff, all that is not love will
come to the surface.
This is the time when we will need to support one another in love, to speak
about what is going on, to face one another in truth. This is the process
for which we are united.
This is the purpose of our love. To use these moments of pain and
unhappiness to lead toward more honesty, more support, more listening, more
love.
I am with man to love man and man is with me to love me. If he is not
loving me enough or rightly and I cannot communicate with him regarding this,
and he will not communicate with me, then the question arises, what am I
doing here? Even though I as woman will tend to doubt myself when i am with
man but not being loved, I must know when love requires me to let go.
As a tantrika, that is, one who attributes a divine purpose to the the love
between man and woman and that purpose being to bring about more love onto
earth, it is my responsibility to know when to let go.
For me I have to be true to love without compromise and not true to the
man. This means I have to be clear about the difference between the pain of
attachment and the pain of letting go. I have to know the difference between
wrong suffering (holding on) and right suffering (letting go for right
reasons). I find that in right suffering I know I am being true to God, ie
placing love of God and love, before attachment to a human. I find existence
supports me in this.
I would love to have love in man form in my life. I find I am still
integrating the lessons and changes instigated by my last love relatedness
with man. I am , at this moment, though, utterly open to love. And I know
that, as woman, it is my place to be open.
It took me some time to have the courage to post this. I trust it serves
love.
love and blessings, deesutra
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