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Thread-Topic: [K-list] Re: latest experience--very strange 
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Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: latest experience--very strange 
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I like what you wrote. 
Maybe it's not about surrendering but "understanding" and digesting?
<-----Original Message----->  
>From: diamondsutraATnetidea.com 
>Sent: 9/25/2004 11:09:41 AM 
>To: lyndonAThypnosisforchange.co.uk 
>Cc: k-listATKundalini-Gateway.org 
>Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: latest experience--very strange 
> 
>**please remember to delete most of email you are responding to, before 
posting  
>your comments to the list.** Hello Lyndon: I'll endeavor to respond to 
your  
>questions from the most spontaneous place that I can. And I can only 
speak from  
>my experience and not as any authority on anyone else's experience. 
Lyndon  
>Garvey said:> Hi there,>> Sorry for the late reply. Your email is very  
>inspiring. It's great to be> able to correspond with someone who has so 
much  
>experience in this field.> And it's also great to know that a few of my 
ideas  
>about this whole thing> match your own. That namely, we can't 
understand what  
>is happening, yet the> mind obsessively tries to do so. And that this 
process  
>seems to just happen> despite the minds incessant activity.>> I have a 
few  
>questions for you, if you don't mind answering them that is.>> 1) In 
your  
>experience, where does this lead to? I have no idea where what you 
refer to  
>as "this" leads. My devotion is to "life" or to "God" or to "Great 
Mystery",  
>howsoever you like to refer to it. I trust that God will put me 
wherever I am  
>meant to be. Right now that is here. Now here. Now here. Any 
consideration of  
>the future only causes me to burn. Does the process finally> end? I am 
living  
>in eternity. For me eternity has nothing to do with time but is "stuff" 
all  
>around me. The source of life has no end. Are people greatly changed as 
a  
>result of it? I don't know about "people" but I do see that change is 
always  
>happening. And yet, that center of stillness is always still. How long  
>typically does> it take? Or is it an ongoing process?> I don't know 
what "it"  
>really refers to here, Lyndon. I am here and, amazingly I am still here 
and  
>alive. Understanding the mystery that I am is ongoing. Insights are 
granted by  
>grace. In my life there is much gratitude.> 2) I hear lots of reports 
of  
>people being somehow damaged or overly> distressed by kundalini 
release. But I  
>suspect that it is a benign process.> Sure it may trawl up things that 
people  
>have difficulty dealing with, but I> suspect the more serious issues 
like  
>psychosis, emotional breakdown, various> illnesses are due to 
excessively  
>trying to control this process. And if> they could just give in to it, 
things  
>would work out OK. Hmmm, sounds interesting. Somewhat philosophical. Is 
it true  
>for you? I certainly have no control of my life and at the same time I 
do what  
>needs to be done, blessedly. I don't have choices..but move from a 
place of  
>choiceless awareness--when I do.>> 3) I feel that kundalini release 
itself is  
>an evolutionary mechanism for> discharging emotions and releasing 
thoughts.  
>Current research suggests that> dreams primarily are there to discharge 
the  
>emotions we acrue from our day> to day experiences. And it also seems 
to be  
>teh case that excessive mind> activity which is a combination of 
excessive  
>thoughts and excessive emotions> obscure the true self -- the part of 
us that  
>is completely peaceful and> harmless and joyful and fulfilled etc. And 
if only  
>we had a way of getting> to that.. It's just a hunch really. I feel 
that the  
>whole kundalini process> is about releasing emotions. What do you 
think? All I  
>know is to watch the thoughts when there are thoughts and to surrender 
to the  
>energy. Emotions are not love, in my experience and get in the way of 
love.My  
>endeavor is to be true to love, which is to be without thinking and 
without  
>emotion. Mostly this happens without effort, unless there is something 
that  
>needs to be addressed. I find, usually that if emotion comes up, then 
there is  
>something in the practical aspect of my "living" that needs to be 
addressed. To  
>endeavor to describe love is.....well I'll say that, at the very least 
it is a  
>stillness and an absence.... of emotion...at the very least. In the 
presence of  
>emotion I move into stillness and the energy then does what it has to 
do with  
 
 
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