To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/09/16 20:48
Subject: [K-list] Support welcomed
From: Earth Angel
On 2004/09/16 20:48, Earth Angel posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Guy,
I so appreciate your input and answers to me. I understand that it does get
better and sometimes it has been better, even for me. But when it gets
better, it is all too quiet and I yearn for more! Talk about a catch 22!
I think the part that gets to me the most is this odd feeling of sadness
that I can't pin on anything that has happened to me. And often
I am aware of a tiredness that makes me feel like I need to curl up and
just rest and read. Sometimes I can fight that by actually taking my Reiki
Massage clients in spite of what I am experiencing. Other times, I realize
that I should have just crawled back in bed so it is a toss salad some days.
Just last week I had some kind of cleanse in my lowest chakra. I had been
drinking lemon water once a day and 3 quarts of cran/water the rest of the
day. One night I started to cleanse via elimination and I cleansed and I
cleansed and I cleansed. The first night was bearable, but the second night
the cleansing was so complete and so intense that I truly wondered if I was
going to be able to stop urinating. There was no shut off valve. I had to
go to bed with an ice pack placed in the lower chakra region and was finally
able to bring it under control and go to sleep for the night. Then for the
next week the the hot "K" heat resided in my lowest chakra, burning through
and cleansing whatever it needed to eliminate. I notice now that the energy
flows more freely up and down than it was before...but now this
unexplainable tiredness and the familiar, welcomed "sound of drums" in my
left ear.
Your sharing of your experiences are eloquent, thank you!
Love
FlyingWoman
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I can only speak from my own experience and that is it does get
better and in fact much better. I would say that for me the first fifteen
years were A slow progression of the intensity of the energy that I lived in
but due to my resistance to the process I brought on a lot of pain.
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