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Recieved: 2004/09/14 12:42
Subject: [K-list] Healers, patients, ego and money
From: Albert

Hi everybody,

This post is adressed to those of you do healing occasionaly or
professionnaly. Here is my situation where I would like to have some
advices:
        - so far, I'm still an engineer working everyday, also raising
two young children an dmy wife is also working full time
        - for 23 years, I've been interested in metaphysics, esoterism,
holistic medecine,... (I'm 40)
        - got a lot of help from healers through my life leading me to
where I'm now
        - gradually, I felt in my heart that I could be a healer and did
some readings then healings so I was confronted to the problem of
                * my time
                * patients caught in a catch 22 that would vamparize my
energy and in fact would never get healed
                * should they pay me or not
        - well stuff with ego, guilt confronted to a deep sense to help
others
        - sometimes, it became a drug where I would rather try to heal
others and try to heal myself
        - usually it got equilibrated anyway through patients showing
issues I need to resolve in me so they were acting as mirror of myself
        - last year, got access to new healing techniques where I became
auto-healer and believe me, my life started to go super fast in a
beautiful way,
        - but I attracted by synchronicity more people asking me to heal
them or counsel them

The main problem is with money even if I still continue to work as an
engineer or jump into a permanent time healer:
        - does money regulates patients that if they do not want to pay,
then it means they are not ready to work on them selves
        - also, in some case, I've done healing where I KNEW NOT TO ASK
MONEY because it was crucial for the person that I help her
        - then I'm here on earth, have a family so in case I stop my
actual job, I have to ask for money
        - same question if I continue to be an engineer since I spent
extra-time and energy anyway to heal others

Any advices are more than welcome and sorry, maybe my text or sentiments
are not well expressed but I know some of will catch, I trust on that.

One thing I would add is that I've been able (when God tells me) to not
heal anybody just because they ask. There are persons that need their
path even if they suffer so that part of potential guilt is gone: it was
not always the case unfortunately and I paid a high price in the past
with that detail.

Many thanks

Albert

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