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Recieved: 2004/08/20  21:28  
Subject: [K-list] The Pulse 
From: Diamondsutra
  
On 2004/08/20  21:28, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
 
Hello All: 
 
  I live in this pulse.  During the day, if I am still and slow in moving and  
if i pace my body in activity the pulse stay even and sorta behind the scenes  
but if I talk too much, it revs up and rings in my head, blurs my eye sight  
and pounds my heart. 
 
  If I'm too active in the physical or talking too much, as I did recently  
when my friend visited, (sigh what a blessing to have visitors who are just  
happy to sit in silence and BE together rather than a lot of talking)then  
when I go to bed the pulse is racing and it takes a long time to slow down  
and pass into the stillness of sleep.  For example 5 or 6 hours. minimum. 
 
  Right now, as I look away from the screen, into nothingness I tune to this  
pulse and aside from the tension in my right arm and shoulder from typing and  
clicking the mouse there is only the pulse and blackness within. 
 
  This pulse is not...bad as a matter of fact, when I move into or is that  
surrender utterly into it, yes that's it, then it is just ecstatic but if I'm  
trying to sleep at night and move into it all the way...there's no sleep. 
 
  Can anyone relate to the pulse...do you have it...live in it....with  
it..and sometimes there's more than one pulse. 
 
   Blessings and gratitude, deesutra 
 
 
 
 
 
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