To: K-list 
Recieved: 2004/08/11  11:05  
Subject: RE: [K-list] mental clarity, where are you? 
From: Gustaf Grefberg
  
On 2004/08/11  11:05, Gustaf Grefberg posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
Dear Annabel 
 
The mental fog and dissipation is something I have a lot 
of experience with myself, and I wouldn't say everything 
of it is related to K, but some definitely is..   
 
It can be a natural process.. The structure of your mind 
Becomes restructured, and for that, things have to be 
Taken apart before they are put back together, it can make 
us feel tired, lightheaded, disoriented and.. the feeling of 
not being "quite yourself", which I am sure you are familiar 
of.  
 
To some extent, I think it's a process that we have to ride 
Through, but I believe there are things that can be done, too 
And that's to find something to focus on. Since K is active 
And spontaneous, it will probably highlight some of the mental 
Dissipation already within us, and try to purge it out from us..  
What we CAN do is to aid her.. And I see two ways to do this..  
One is to simply relax and ride through these experiences, the 
Other is to find yourself an anchor..  
 
Have you ever tried Tratak on a symbol, or mantra repetition 
Meditation? These things give your mind an anchor, a focus,  
Puttin its energies where you want and need them, and also 
Make the process of awakening smoother, because they help 
Purify the different layers of our being, beginning with the  
Mind, but also affecting the energy, emotions, physical body,  
Psychic structure, etc. (Apologies for all the Caps in some words 
, some sort of auto correction is turned on, heh) 
 
In the system of yoga, Japa yoga (mantra repetition) is used 
Both to prepare for K awakening (in some cases can even bring it 
About), but also to help stay in harmony after the awakening 
Has begun.. So, it's never too late to start it. =) 
I've taken a mantra from a guru myself and reaped enourmous  
Benefits from it.. (Gah, these caps, I sound like a preacher, lol) 
If there are no teachers/gurus at hand, or you don't want one, you  
Can choose the mantra AUM as your mantra, or SO HAM (the mantra of the 
breath)  Once you chose it, don't change it though, that will just 
Bring about more dissipation.  
 
http://www.sivanandadlshq.org/teachings/japayoga.htm 
 
Often the mantra comes with a symbol (since sound is form, and form 
Has a sound, too), which can be meditated upon..   You can practice 
Tratak, which is uninterrupted gazing on a symbol, internal or external,  
Which will gradually diminish the feeling of mental dissipation. 
If you want to really look into Tratak or any other form of Dharana  
(Concentration), you could check out the book 
"Dharana Darshan" by Swami Niranjanananda Saraswati, it takes up almost 
every form of concentration meditation that is worth knowing, with  
complete transcripts and step-step instructions.. Of course, if you can 
find a good teacher, all the better..   
 
Personally, I've found both mantra and symbol to be extremely efficient 
And soothing in the midst of mental turmoil.  
 
With love 
Gustaf 
 
 
  
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