To: K-list 
Recieved: 2004/08/10  17:55  
Subject: [K-list] mental clarity, where are you? 
From: ilove annabel
  
On 2004/08/10  17:55, ilove annabel posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
Cheers everyone.  
I used to subscribe to this list years ago when I was 
going through some major debilitating K problems. I 
fell on my tail bone while snowboarding when I was 20, 
and the symptoms began to unfold. I was in college at 
that time, and had to take some time off here and 
there because I couldn't even get out of bed and my 
sensitivities kept me out of public. Finally, after 
about 6 years, my I reentered the "world" and went to 
grad school (I'm 28 now).  Although my physical 
fatigue is not as apparent as it once was, I have been 
dealing with this insanely stubborn mental cloud. I 
found that between my undergrad and graduate work, the 
way I learned changed. I began to deal with issues 
like ADD and spelling errors- in fact, it is even 
difficult for me to put sentences together, when it 
used to be so easy with me. I have a hard time making 
lists, and it is as though there is just a dense fog 
covering any clarity that may exist underneath. My 
second year of grad school I had to write my master's 
thesis, and I had the most frustrating writers block. 
I'm just having a hard time thinking in linear ways. 
Interestingly, I've become unbelievably creative, and 
have no problem with abstract thinking- or anything 
non-linear. Has anybody else experienced this sort of 
fog? If so, does anyone have any ideas for clearing it? 
 
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