To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/08/04 23:55
Subject: [K-list] Heart Touched
From: Diamondsutra
On 2004/08/04 23:55, Diamondsutra posted thus to the K-list:
Greetings All:
My heart is so very touched by all the feedback I have received and am
receiving still from those on this list. Thank you.
Today it is as though i exist only as pure perception and as very
comfortable in my body. Sentient. I find that the aloneness and the
extreme "need" for the "other" or "to be held" happens to me when I have had
to face the world, ie. go to town for supplies and town business. I enjoy
being in town, everyone here, where i live in these BC mountains is so
lovely, really we are so tender and accepting with one another. However it
does seem that the actuality of being in the world, i.e. concrete,
electricity and electric wiring, automobiles and fumes and heat and crowds
and just the business of doing business and maybe even all the energies of
all the people holding pain, which they don't even know about, their own
unconscious sense of separation, as Gustaf says so beautifully, all this
movement in the world apparently degrades my love.
And in the degradation, need for the other and an extreme sense of
aloneness arises. As I sit here writing all this i begin to break out in a
sweat of heat, which lets me know---enough already.
In stillness, where I disappear, the I that will die that is, the
personality disappears, and beyond existence where there is no movement in
the world, consciousness that I am, here as pure perception, there is no
aloneness. There is no one here to be alone.
Thank you and blessings to you all, deesutra
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