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Recieved: 2004/07/25 15:17
Subject: [K-list] Intense night time experiences
From: Gustaf Grefberg

Got something to share!

I was laying in my bed in a state that is between being awake and dreaming,
or actually, it is often both at the same time (A very frightening state at
times, where really powerful visions can appear) I was suddenly sucked
inwards.. deep deep inwards, and at the same time I felt like I was
expanding and moving upwards, until I moved into some sort of "ceiling",
maybe a blockage of sorts? Anyway.. I was also filled with SOOO much energy,
it was filling me more and more the deeper I was sucked in and expandning,
and it felt so intense and exhilirating that I started to moan, I started to
spontaneously do rapid breathing patterns, alternating to long, deep
breathing patterns.. Then I "woke" up in my father's house, seeing family
looking down at me.. I was laying on the floar, moaning and gasping.. My
sister was around.. She was in fear. I told her that it was just energy.
Nothing to fear! I was not afraid.. Then I got sucked in again.. Moaning,
gasping, breathing.. Then I saw really odd, shadowed shapes over the bed
before I was more back to "normal" again.. I wonder if what I did was just
dreaming, but then my wife turned over and wondered why I had been gasping
and moaning and breathing so strange for quite some time.. It took some time
to feel asleep, but I didn't feel disturbed or afraid.. Just a little bit...
well, tender, as when you have had a lot happening to you..

With love
Gustaf

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