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Recieved: 2004/07/15 12:48
Subject: RE: [K-list] general things...
From: bartletta, adriana
On 2004/07/15 12:48, bartletta, adriana posted thus to the K-list:
Thanks for this morning insight, I just opened my e-mail at work, good way to start the day... Great Words
Love,
Adriana
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From: K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org [mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of Ranbir Singh
Sent: Thursday, July 15, 2004 4:11 AM
To: Shadow121ATaol.com; K-listATkundalini-gateway.org
Subject: RE: [K-list] general things...
Might as well give a go at answering these,
1. happens to me too, far as I see it, ego has to die, knows it going to
die, and tries all it can to stop itself from dying, best thing to do before
acting is check with your inner self to see if it is the right thing to do
for you.
2. best thing to do is good or bad, ignore them for now till you are
advanced enough or ingrained enough in your own body, to know the difference
between internal and external and what is good and bad for you.
3. ummm never happens, you don't really have any power over anyone its all
perceived by them and you. Sounds corny but its true, just be yourself learn
to accept who you are and others will also accept you for who you are which
is you.
4. just a feeling, ditch it, its doing no good.
5. same thing another feeling that's keeping you back, find out the root
cause and get rid of it.
6. don't bother organising just remain fixated on your goal, if your goal is
to become enlightened then bring up a mental image what you will be like
when you are enlightened and try to become it, never deviate, be conscious
of your mind, and your body, and your energy and start to watch what it is
doing, you learn a lot by just watching yourself in action.
As for the truth there are many small truths and one big truth, no one can
help you find or tell you what is the big truth only you can do that, just
by telling you, you would not be able to realise it, it has to be found by
you. The small truths are just like guidance points in your journey.
Anyway these are just my thoughts, could be wrong, could be right, could be
in between, ask yourself what is good for you and go from there.
:)
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From: K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org
[mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of Shadow121ATaol.com
Sent: 13 July 2004 01:12
To: K-listATkundalini-gateway.org
Subject: [K-list] general things...
OK. this has been bothering me for a while. if yall have opinions on any of
these things, i'd be more than happy to hear them.
1-- "being unconsciencly manipulative" (motivated by the same that searches
for inner truth?)
2--"hearing voices" (how do i stop them OR what do they mean)
3--"power over women" (how to maintain personal balance and have a
girlfriend)
4--"thinking i am creepy" (being afraid and alienated and feeling like an
outkast)
5--" thinking i am a good kid" (knowing i never had bad intentions and
seeing
where my perspective of society has taken me , done to me)
6--"organizing thought , instead of living" (all of this theory and no
practice)
=====the rest of this occured to me while reading the Klist digest for
today...
Happiness depending on other people is a difficult one for me.
I think that much of it is related to what has occured in the past.
attatchments that were special somehow mix with unspecial
and regrets stick out like a sore thumb.
working and livign in a group is something i am far from because of
attatchments to teenanxst,self alienation, sexual repression , and
dependancy issues.
spirituality and reality are a difficult issue for me for many reasons.
finding what i agree with on issues that have NO ANSWER leave me open ended.
as a male in this society , being flitty about issues is not confident and
unmasculin.
as for my tingling kundalini, it alienates me and i wonder if it is
selfcreated.
after having many people leave my life, i realized many things.
life goes in many ways and no metaphore will heal that.
much of me wonders what this K awakening will do to me.
maybe it is a wake up call to be real and not question reality.
there is so much information that there is no such thing as truth.
and when looking at truthS it is as though there are so many.
so many that nothing seems relevant.
======
i hope that i didnt ramble and you enjoyed that , hope to hear from you all
ALSO , how about that "master key thing" , that's where its at.
YADA YADA OF THE DAY:
aligning my 3 bodies and using the master lock to keep control may help.
much love--Patrick
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