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Recieved: 2004/07/08 02:59
Subject: [K-list] Shaktipat
From: romewasntbuiltinadayATjuno.com
On 2004/07/08 02:59, romewasntbuiltinadayATjuno.com posted thus to the K-list:
I have been on this list for about 3 or 4 weeks. I actually had to unsubscribe, create a new e-mail address and resubscribe to hide myself. Let me tell you my story. I would appreciate any and all opinions.
I am a married woman in my early 40's with two small children under the age of 7. In late January my priest (not Catholic but Christian) shaktipat me while I received communion at the alter. I had some yoga in the past and knew about chakras and energy. I met with the priest who said I would have to break a vow....tantra. I have done some pretty intense research on Kundalini, tantra, enlightenment etc since then. I am not an expert by any means. I have heard a voice twice tell me that I am to have the priests son. I have even been told what to name him. At the time my husband and I were discussing that he have a vasectomy. I heard a voice say that he should not do this. I did not plan on having anymore children. I actually went into denial about all of this. One night at dinner my 6 year old looked at me and said that I was going to get a big belly and have a baby. A boy he thought. I had a dream of another son that looked as my first one does. I also had a dream that I had a babe at my breast. My sister called me and asked me if I had planned on another child as she had a dream I had a baby.
I don't have anyone to talk to about this. I was very glad to have found this list. Initially I did surrender but I starting to fight when I thought I was to be one of many woman to have his child. I am not sure that that is correct. There is a woman that he had tantra with back some months ago. I may be jumping to conclusions by assuming she is pregnant. My fighting has made me ill and so I have again surrendered. There has been a lot of healing going on with my emotions but I have also had a lot of physical illness from it. I realize that I still have a choice in this child. I just wanted to know if it is common to have guru/master/priests child? Thanks for this list and listening.
Love,
Rome
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