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Recieved: 2004/07/04 19:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] New Trick
From: maz


On 2004/07/04 19:07, maz posted thus to the K-list:





>Another is the sense that "Thou art That." Nothing is "separate"

Yes, that was what the witness state felt like to me. (I mean I use these
terms like 'witness state' because that's what the entity inside me felt
like, a witness. )
I was That. But everyone else was That too. They just didn't realise it
because all their energy was taken up by their outside lives, so they never
looked inside.
So, what's it all about, hmm? Does anybody know? I don't.
It's like you go out from the beginning, go out into a loop where you
forget, then fight your way back to the beginning. It's really stupid. Imo

>As he [Ken Wilber] puts it in The Atman Project, "it is not that an
>individual is first an ego and then may become a Buddha--it is that he was
first Buddha
>and then became an ego."

Yes.
>
>White goes on, "In other words, your human beingness is an expression of
the
>Great Being which manifests itself in the countless realms of creation with
>endless diversity of forms and phenomena. But before an of those realms
>existed, your "original face" was none other than the Great Mystery which
is your
>true condition at this very moment, has always been and always will be.
There is
>no state which is apart from it in any way whatsoever. You are already
>enlightened. Realize it."

That makes sense Hillary!
But it doesn't make me any happier. And I still don't feel enlightened!
Meaning I can't maintain any of these states at will.
Stuff God! And I suppose that means also stuff that watcher at the core of
me too. Which doesn't care if I stuff it or not. Sigh!
I think I'll go to bed.
Love and thanks!
Marion




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