To: K-list 
Recieved: 2004/07/04  13:40  
Subject: [K-list] Diet , Energy 
From: Shadow121
  
On 2004/07/04  13:40, Shadow121 posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
 
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i hardly eat anything , but dont shed a pound. 
i work out every day and i get fatter and fatter. 
 
my life's a mess and i am 'clearing' negativity 
as i find that i only have aquaintences and a friend 
 
where is the reality , where is the touch of a girl 
how long can i believe in this all by myself 
===========where is the grounding========= 
kundalini seems to be about feeling, not believing 
base to brain? am i insane?and how to subject others to me  
 
one sock on at a time, problematic and heavy i am, but why 
would the path i chose make me this way and distant? 
 
why is there so much that make me  a moron and still, 
a great deal i have been searching for with kundalini 
========lunatic , by others discretion============ 
anger festers am i in my body?, i work on july 4th, 
floating through time without responsabilities 
 
but with a tingle that wont go away 
and no one in my life that'll stay 
 
is it like this for anyone else nowadays? 
to be understood much like a maze? 
===========humbling====== 
 
 
 
 
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