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Recieved: 2004/06/22 22:30
Subject: [K-list] new subscrber my story
From: Shadow121
On 2004/06/22 22:30, Shadow121 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello,
i am Patrick , Noodle.
I've run through this story a million times before and told it nearly a third
of those times. When i was in kindergarted, i got hit in the third eye with a
big battery. when i was 7 or 8 , i saw about 20 lights in the sky one nite.
As i grew up i had a somewhat normal high school life . i always kept records
of what i did and thoguht, but it all began when i went to college.
there , i ate mushrooms and did other mild drugs, with the intention of
finding an answer to 'truth' or 'being my own music'. throughout the year , i kept
journals of my progress and would only learn through experience and would not
read books. it was all from my inner knowing.
the following year i had a revelation phase. i gained a fascination of aliens
, energy , and drugs. it was a physcadelic adventure that i could see no end
to. one nite we had an intense drug experience where the 'star trek
enterprise' flew over us. as it approached us , i started laughing thinking "i get to
go home , i get to go home". little did i know what was ahead of me.
at school i followed number, color patterns and really went crazy with
telepathy , dreams, telekanesis. my friends were intrerested and it was a group
effort , sorta , to find the meaning of the pattern of existance; the never ending
math equatoin. It was during this period that my body started tingling. i had
a pattern based on a gride , left and right , connected to my body. left toe
= wrong , right toe = correct. it was like this for my whoel body and since
that time , 3 years ago , it has not stopped. is this normal????
the number and color patterns lead me to finding out what chakras were and i
studied , meditated, and partied. my Kundalini became awakened through a sex
experience with a brief girlfriend. i was already crazy and tingling , but what
i didnt expect is for an explosion to happen in my brain, and me to hear a
voice saying "perpare for the second coming". i had done extensive research on
Pleadian Light People and read alot after that , began thinking i was a light
person.
since then i've been different , its been about a year since my actual
kundalini was awakened. ive been trying to follow the Asencion of 2012 and find a
piont to this blissful suffering.
I am incredably curiouse if you all have had the same thing happen to you. I
know all experiences are different , but if i could find one other person
whose tingling sensations are as intense as mine , i will find peace in that voice
of lonliness.
I hope that i can learn from you all and that with more subjective truths and
subjective focuses, of all of yours, maybe will help me realize i am not
making all of this up. to a place where i can believe without a reason and without
fear.
from my circle of silence to your circle of silence, namaste
Patrick, Noodle.
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