To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/06/09 04:33
Subject: [K-list] Interesting...Very
From: hbrost
On 2004/06/09 04:33, hbrost posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
First of all, where is the list of a few years ago? Have we all figured
what's going on and bagged out of discussion? Obviously and I know things
change, but where are you all?
I'd like to present a description of what happened last night. Very odd,
very strange, yet not. It's as if I forgot the <immense-ness> of the
experience almost as suddenly as it occurred. It's like forgetting complete
knowings...only to dissolve into...what?... human, earthly words, as soon as
they're realized.
If anyone can give a clue as to what happened to me last night I will
welcome it. Private email is OK with me, but sharing with the list may be
better. However, I'd really appreciate this experience <not> be
over-analyzed into rhetoric and dogma? I can't stand that. Religious dogma
means nothing to me and, I'm sure, anyone like me who has experienced this
sort of thing...especially "Christian" stuff. To me, Jesus was a Yogi
Master and there's nothing that indicates that he wasn't ....oh well.
RK...your thoughts are most welcome.
______________________
I was sitting "with" my computer, as usual, and for some reason, decided to
'play' with the energy that comes from my hands. I held my hands out in
front of my face and felt the energy that comes between. I was "bouncing"
this energy against my hands (I never put my hands together physically) when
all of a sudden one hand became female and the other male. The energy was
making love -- from one side of my body to the other. My right hand was the
female, my left, the male. I became a part of this energy to the point of
going into some kind of a trance. My hands and arms were doing
...whatever...on their own. I kissed and licked my hands, entwined with
each other. My arms lifted upwards and I remember a mantra. I was repeating
this mantra: (this is how I wrote it down after coming out of the trance)
Ba Rait Dam...Ba Rait Dam...Ah Ma.
I don't know where this came from except I have a vague memory of doing
something like this before..same time, same place..late at night in front of
the computer.
Does anyone know what the mantra means? Does anyone know what this energy
was doing ...with me? I'm sort of used to weirdness, if that's what you
want to call it, but this was really, kind of weird.
Well, that it's really. Good luck! For me too! ;-)
Hety
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