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Recieved: 2004/05/12 10:25
Subject: RE: [SPAM] - Re: [K-list] K and desirelessness - Email found in
From: Gustaf Grefberg

Mark, you made a point. Why? Because it annoyed me to no end to read your
response. And I know when something annoys me, there's a struggle and
resistance to something. =)And for that, I thank you.

I probably didn't express myself the way intended. You are right Mark, there
is desire, but things that I desired not long ago feel completely
uninteresting. It feels very difficult, (and odd) that all suddenly the
things I burned to do every day have turned to feel so unstimulating over
such a short period of time. Especially since externally, no dramatic or big
changes have occured in any area.

At night I can barely tell apart sleeping and dreaming any more, the waking
days are filled with strange sensations and sudden fluctuations of emotion
and thought. At one point I don't feel like doing anything, except for just
sit or lay somewhere. The next moment I am bouncing off the walls. I don't
feel bothered or depressed about anything, nor do I feel excited about
anything in particular either.. Maybe this is just something that goes on in
the mind. Enjoying life is something every human being wants, deep inside,
and something that so many of us seem to have such a hard time with..

Maybe someone has felt similar things and have some ideas on how you got
back to enjoying life again?

Shivaya Namah
Gustaf

Obviously you have some desire.

You have a desire to email and ask questions and get answers.

So give up the idea that you are desire-less (you probably desire to
breathe also, if you think not, try giving up breathing and see how
quickly that desire returns) and start enjoying life again.

DISCLAIMER!

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