To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/05/12 00:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] K and desirelessness
From: Mark Hammond
On 2004/05/12 00:24, Mark Hammond posted thus to the K-list:
Obviously you have some desire.
You have a desire to email and ask questions and get answers.
So give up the idea that you are desire-less (you probably desire to
breathe also, if you think not, try giving up breathing and see how
quickly that desire returns) and start enjoying life again.
Gustaf Grefberg wrote:
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>I am sure this is a fairly commonly discussed topic, and is often talked
>about. K and a state of desirelessness.
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>How do I explain a state of feeling utterly desireless, while still feeling
>like I have all the energy in the world moving through me? It comes at such
>an annoying time too, at a time when we are between projects at work and I
>have all the time in the world to pursue all those projects and things I
>wanted to do.. And now.. I don't want to do any of them. They are there, I
>feel them.. But I don't want to do anything.. No desire to do anything..
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>I don't feel depressed or miserable or unhappy.. Nor do I feel apathetic,
>because I am very sensitive to things both inside and outside myself, and
>emotions can indeed be strong..
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>What kind of experiences of desirelessness do you folks here have.. And most
>important, what are the best ways to deal with it? Sure, a state of
>detachment is something many people strive for, but I am just kinda sitting
>right now, not doing anything at all, because I don't want to do anything at
>all.. Of course I work, eat, cook, clean, do errands, even watch movies with
>my wife etc.. Because it's part of life..
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>Probably it's just something that is coming and going.. It'll pass, and I
>can hopefully bring the state of detachment with me into something more
>fullfilling later on.. But right now, I can just sit, or lay somewhere...I
>don't see any need to do anything else right now.
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