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To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/04/20 17:38
Subject: RE: [K-list] My Pet Rock
From: Deepak Srinivasan

On 2004/04/20 17:38, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:




I am feeling lousy physically, too much body pain,
last two nights, periods of no sleep and then the
deepest slumber, woke up with the most severe neck and
shoulder ache
and then the throat started to congest,
I think there's a lot of residual emotion anger and
resentment supressed out of fear of hurting or harming
the other's higher purpose...with a lot of
people...and with divinity itself...
somehow i view the source as a parent who is looking
for the best behaviour in me? i know its changing, but
its still there.
I am so zonked...mentally, all the issues that i
thought i had resolved, and i genuinely felt them
leaving me, seem to have come back full force...my
mind refuses to stay for more than brief periods in
the now...
I dont know...i dont know...
Karma Karma karma...what the heck...
I would give anything to know what i am here for....
AAAAAAAAH
feels better to let out my resentment!! more like i
dont really feel anymore what i just wrote about...
but as i say this, again i feel i must watch my
mouth/thoughts...like its going to come back...i can
just go on...forgive me
D


        
                
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