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Recieved: 2004/04/20  05:53  
Subject: [K-list] I don't know is happening here.... 
From: Nikim129
  
On 2004/04/20  05:53, Nikim129 posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
 
I actually meditated for the first time today, and I must say it turned out  
much different than I expected.  While meditating, I saw a vivid purple ball  
with thick strands coming off of it (kind of looked like the dendrites of a  
neuron).  The purple ball began moving closer and closer to me until I was inside  
it, where I was among many yellow-gold objects/entities.  I just watched in  
amazement, not exactly sure what was happening.  When I was done, I felt very  
alert and super sensitive.  Then I looked at my fiance and saw a rainbow aura  
around him.  Ever since then, I have seen what looks like a grayish white kind  
of fog that swirls around in the air.  Sometimes it looks purple or blue.  I  
watched it for a while, and I felt like I was seeing blurry visions of people,  
but I can't make anything out clearly at all.  The shape is human and I have  
gotten close to seeing something, I think, but nothing yet.  I also saw a thick  
orange or gold swirling object and white specks of light.   
 
I am just a little scared, because I have been trying to figure out what is  
happening to me for hours.  I finally read about K, and was wondering if  
someone could maybe give some insight.  I was just trying to relax, and now I am  
seeing things everywhere!  I think it is wonderful, and I feel truly blessed to  
have been so affected by meditation, but I am wondering if I should be  
concerned since I have only meditated one time.  Is it possible to awaken K that  
quickly? 
 
Thanks. 
 
 
 
 
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