To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/04/10 11:52
Subject: RE: [K-list] Does the Heart live on ?
From: Rich
On 2004/04/10 11:52, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Recently, I've found with my clearing I've been fixing stuff mostly on a
family (genetic) line. Imprints of our family's traumas stay on or are
passed down the line. Perhaps old hat to some of the people on this list but
just seeing it again and again has made this a fairly basic premise.
So much of my own conditioning when I follow back comes through my parents,
grand-parents, and beyond - well beyond. To fix some of this stuff the way
I've found is to go back and heal the emotion/trauma in those people at the
time. Release old agreements and held ideas that no longer work.
Straightening those that are bent out of shape so I can recover my own self.
Strangely when the other people are fixed up, immediately I snap back to the
present and it seems an unfinished event (stuck emotions) is finally
finished through many people.
On the bigger scale I believe there is no identity but, we cannot experience
this fully until we return all the bits of broken and denied identity (self)
back to order.
There is another pattern here too, for some reason I've found working with
some other people their stuff is also running back through their family
lines. Is it coincidence?
I'm starting to think the people that others issues are mirroring aspects of
my own inner healing. Do people present themselves to have their stuff fixed
at the same time as I can do for myself?
I do think any and all fragments of a person may linger on. There is a
feeling a being is much more than a singular self but different 'shadows'
can be left well after the person deceases. These 'shadows' can be
communicated with. But the person maybe isn't aware of them or has left them
handing around unconsciously.
As for the conscious self, I believe there is an essence that moves on.
Perhaps a divine 'shimmer'. If I could describe it, it would shimmer and
feel very perfect like a jewel. Nothing could harm it as it is and always
was. It can only return to its home when it eventually does. Although it is
already there to a degree? Where is the source (fountain)? Perhaps the womb
of creation.
I would suggest it is tainted by life experiences but it is beyond the
physical. The seed of consciousness.
When I die I wonder if I will see everything for the dream it appears to be
at times. If I'm still hungry perhaps I will run back here. If I can be an
unattached empty void then maybe it will continue this way when I die.
Better to die whilst still alive. Me thinks.
r
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