To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/03/19 22:30
Subject: Re: [K-list] K high
From: David Bozzi
On 2004/03/19 22:30, David Bozzi posted thus to the K-list:
Deepak Srinivasan wrote:
>I have a question about the same, since we have free
>will, and we can manifest our reality, it could be in
>concordance or not with the divine truth and our
>purpose of incarnation,
>
You believe you can hijack
your own holy purpose?
In theory maybe
in truth never...
>hence, what was felt as a gut feeling before, may have
>been either out of fear, or higher intuition, so, is
>any gut feeling like uneasiness not true higher
>purpose?
>
What's your higher purpose?
Do you claim to know what it is or surrender that?
>i also remember asking my mom a dozen times if i was
>born with another as i felt i should have,
>
that was your mother...
>and always
>feeling and wanting a twin...i was fascinated with
>twins and wanted one and somehow felt that i had one
>out there...
>REALLY WERID!
>
The twin is your projection of your true self.
>but my question is, it this all true or am i just
>imagining things,
>
All perception is a lie.
> and then they will turn true?
>
You seek to make the unreal real?
>who to test truth?
>
If truth is all there is who is there to test it?
> i dont want to project a wrong
>image out there and hamper with the progress and
>purpose of his soul
>
Are you separate from soul?
> and mine, especially since it was
>his decision to move on...
> i have constantly been "letting go" but then a weird
>stomach churning starts and i feel like i need to
>reach out, and like he's calling out...
>
That's you calling out.
You're yearning to know yourself.
We all have that yearning.
Most of the time we're too afraid to sit with it.
To be with it.
We attach all sorts of projections onto it instead,
like a twin for instance
to avoid it basically.
But you know that yearning is a prayer
and it's too big for anything bound in time
to satisfy it.
Only it can satisfy itself.
Namaste
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