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Recieved: 2004/03/19  00:42  
Subject: RE: [K-list] Need help in some way 
From: Lars Ekström
  
On 2004/03/19  00:42, Lars Ekström posted thus to the K-list: 
 
-----Original Message----- 
From: Deepak Srinivasan [mailto:deepsrinATyahoo.com]  
Sent: den 19 mars 2004 00:51 
To: lars.ekstrmATtiscali.se; K-listATkundalini-gateway.org 
Subject: Re: [K-list] Need help in some way 
 
What might help is, whenever you confront them, no 
matter how big the urge of fear, KNOW and pray to your 
higher self and their higher self...for this, you have 
to believe that there is NO EVIL....there is NO 
PRECIEVABLE REAL EVIL in people... 
say this to yourself and whenever trying to waft back 
to percieving the enemy, say that there is just 
GOD.... 
 
<snip> 
 
I don't feel much fear at all. I get angry. But I usually 
do not respond with anger in the day to day events. Not until 
I get home. But it is only coming back to me in higher dosis 
Each time. I am so confused about this. I know that I somewhere 
Have asked for this. But I don't want it anymore. I am fed up. 
 
<unsnip> 
 
stop directing all the 12 steps to healing the inner 
child outside...see if you need to heal yours, and no, 
it is not paranoia...it is true for you coz you 
believe in it, if you want to make it go AWAY, simply 
try to believe in what i said above as an experiement, 
that there is no evil, and everyone can operate from a 
higher self, yourself included, and that the danger is 
an illusion...the results may be quite astonishing, 
within Minutes. 
lots of love, 
Deepak 
 
<snip> 
 
I do realize that I have been, like you say, trying to 
Heal the inner child outside. I am in the void, hard to 
Heal. But posting here gets me in contact with myself 
A bit. I have always been afraid of posting but now, 
I can't loose anymore. It's either this or another 
Existence and I don´t feel ready for that yet. 
 
Thank you for your words, 
Lars 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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