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Recieved: 2004/03/09 11:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] grieving
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2004/03/09 11:17, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 07:29 PM 03/03/2004, robert hoffman wrote:
>I have felt a near constant upsurge of grief these last weeks that I
>cannot attribute particularly. I have bceome immensely sensitive to the
>interconnectedness of all things, the aliveness, oneness, and dear
>intimacy of all things. But each morning as I pray I end up sobbing over
>I do not know what, and sometimes I am laid naked for the day, so
>fragile I can barely hold my composure. Friends familiar with K say it
>is natural healing as deep awareness of the truth of being breaks down
>all notions that I might hold or had held that conflict with such truth.
>But I sense it also is empathy for how lost so many seem to be, and for
>how lost I had been. I see so much waste and pain, so much lunacy, and I
>do not know what to do so I just cry because it is so very sad to see.
Editing experiences as part of updating FST, I came across this message and
thought of you.
> >> -sometimes when I see others how they are lust in their own ilusion,
> it makes me cry, to take over their sins and then I cry, I feel bad.
> Also I am very glad when people are walking with God/dess. What is
> happening with me?
> > These are just growing pains. You are really crying, for yourself,
> releasing the reflection of them from within yourself. They are only
> tears. Let them fall. Find beauty in them.
>So these reflection of them lift up my junks? By crying I clean my own
>junk not theirs?
>And you are right! After tears come blessings, post nubila phoebus!
> > Infinite manifestiation values every kind of experience. She gave
> everyone free will to choose to experience love and fear and everything.
> Goddess does not judge them. Why do you?
>Yes, thatATs it!!
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