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Recieved: 2004/01/25 18:11
Subject: [K-list] Ralph Yoga
From: Morgan Kochel


On 2004/01/25 18:11, Morgan Kochel posted thus to the K-list:



On Jan 25, 2004, at 7:12am, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> OH, barfing Kriyas! Sorry, I had not considered that possibility...

Eeew.

> Makes perfect sense.
>
> I've had barfing kriyas from taking on stuff from people
> empathically, and triggered them in others. They are not very common,
> but very effective... and it is actually good to head for the
> bathroom, bend over the bowl and surrender to them.
>
> You will rarely, actually vomit, but you will get massive
> rrrraaalphing dry heaves that shake your whole body, barfing up
> *energy*... basically, barfing up the crap you swallowed from your
> parents.

A month ago I would have deleted this message without reading further!
LOL!! Ah, the joys of evolution. *gag*

I haven't gotten to the point of actually having to barf, but I do feel
pretty gross. Apparently, I still have it -- I had a bout this morning
while trying to fix my computer (which had suddenly decided not to let
me see the screen by going dark), and I had to go lie on the couch. I
fell asleep for five minutes and woke up doing deep pranayamas, and
then I was fine. Oh, and my computer is fine now, too.

May I scream now?

> Staying in the Now is always a good discipline... but K is trying
> to release the underlying programming, the root of the compulsive
> behavior itself. Puke it up and be done with it.
>
> Funny, ya know... it is only humans, who have a conditioned
> emotional resistance to vomiting. A dog or cat that eats something
> bad, will readily barf it up, give it a sniff and go on their merry
> way, no trauma or drama. Babies, too... they puke readily and are
> laughing a moment later.

That's true, but it doesn't help. I HATE barfing. Maybe it's my
attachment to hating barfing that's making me sick? (My head just
exploded.)

> With some animals, like seagulls and foxes, it is completely natural
> for them to vomit to feed their young. Herring gulls have a red spot
> on the beak that the chick instinctively pecks to get mom to barf up
> lunch for them. If presented with a cardboard cutout of a gull head
> with a red spot, they will peck it. If presented with a cardboard
> cutout not really shaped like a gull head but with a red spot, they
> will peck that too.

Maybe *I* should peck at a cardboard cutout? Could that be what the
Universe is telling me to do?

(Sorry, I'm getting a bit wacko from all this.)

> I trust my body. If it wants me to barf, then I head for the
> bathroom.

Well, like I said, it's not really to that point. It's a mild
queasiness -- the kind that basically goes away if you lie down or sit
very still.


Piece,
Morgan


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