To: K-list 
Recieved: 2004/01/22  19:03  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Safe to die. 
From: Rita Metermaid
  
On 2004/01/22  19:03, Rita Metermaid posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
Hi Deepak - 
 
--- Deepak Srinivasan <deepsrinATyahoo.com> wrote: 
  
> I had posted a few days ago, my woes so to speak and 
> how a present love experience in my life had 
> completely shattered me....and had left me 
> completely desolate. 
 
I remember your post and feeling the deep pain it 
contained. Are you feeling any better now? I really 
hope you are... 
 
> the scariest part was the fact that i sensed a 
> pattern with my relationships and how they were all 
similar. 
> Initial euphoria at discovering someone new and 
> feeling the pulse and then, a struggle to survive... 
... 
> ALl this is due to the fact that one has been 
> traumatised even before being born...and it has a 
> strong connection to maternal nurturing or 
> rejection.. 
 
This feels correct. 
 
> and the ultimate challenge is to find the developed 
> energy within and the suffocating one....be it male 
> or female...everyone does this to a larger 
extent....an 
> imbalance in the masculinity and feminine 
energiues... 
> and to get them to make love to each other....that 
is 
> the orgasm reported thru the un'blocked flow of 
> Kundalini. the sexual union of Shiva and Shakti/. 
 
Yes... and in this merging, find the natural balance 
that is your birthright. 
 
> Thanks one and all...thank you my higher self. In 
> you 
> aND ME i see the holy presence...which is why we say 
> in India...Namaste 
> LOVE AND LIGHT, 
> Deepak 
 
I am glad you posted this one, Deepak.  So much of 
what you say makes sense, but especially this: 
 
{ the biggest thing one can do is to be loving to the 
spirit within and not to the fear voice }  
 
and this: 
 
{ ....the trick is to be honest and truthful in every 
moment... } 
 
and this: 
 
{ ...but I discovered that asking myself this  
question helped.  In every given situation, What do i 
really want to do, in the most altruistic way, and 
yet, with respect for ME AND WHAT I WANT. } 
 
I like the way you use the word *respect* here along 
with *altruistic* - you show respect for both yourself 
and others in this gentle way. 
 
love and light, 
rita 
 
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