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Recieved: 2004/01/17 21:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kundalini rises and then Stuck
From: Hbarrett47

On 2004/01/17 21:37, Hbarrett47 posted thus to the K-list:



In a message dated 1/17/04 10:14:51 AM Mountain Standard Time,
barbarawallace3ATcharter.net writes:
I want to take a leap of faith as before, but it seems I can no longer let
go. I feel like I have regressed and perhaps the love and compssion i have known
will never return. I am often 'homesick' and plan death but how selfish, and
it wouldn't bode well to repeat these lessons.

Thanks for writing, Sunny. Your experience is familiar to many of us -- the
kundalini process has many seemingly dormant times, dark evenings if not dark
nights, periods of agitation, depression and boredom. All these have their
purpose, even when what is going on is not clear. One of the desires that
kundalini requires us to give up is the desire to understand. The process seems to
flow better when we surrender and accept. Even the feeling of homesickness
is a kundalini symptom. The inevitable process is one of letting go.
Countless times I've said, you mean I have to surrender THIS, too?! Yes, yes, and
yes, till there is no me left to do any surrendering. I've found that my dream
life is a great consolation during the bleak times because it often provides a
window onto what is really going on. Holly

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