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Recieved: 2003/12/13 19:25
Subject: [K-list] Re: K-list Digest, Vol 6, Issue 17
From: j g
On 2003/12/13 19:25, j g posted thus to the K-list:
i've never been so in touch with a mental
reality-latly everything seems to slowly be edging me
towards being more silent in mind during all
times-moments of absolute silence in mind have been
occuring naturally along with moments where i feel the
need to deeply consider, to be more in touch with the
mind, to realize the chaos of the mind, then to watch
it fade away through understanding.
it seems as if words are where we are lost. words are
so strange, things put together by people to
communicate. communication seems abstract-we
understand each other and what we are trying to say to
some degree-our words have doubble meanings, and are
never concreate. words give us information for our own
personal interpertation.
the kinds of things i've been noticing have been kind
of exciting, and strange to have just come up on their
own, out of the blue. randomly i begin to notice how
smart it is to know home row, the feel of the keys on
the keyboard feel very intelligent for example-the
color looks intellectually appealing. noticing the
weight of trees has brought so much amazment to my
life. the world around us is genius. it is sad though.
to be so far from my emotions right now. latly
feelings are sutle, but still very much important. i
feel a need to sence, to see.
being more in my mind i've noticed that kundalini
seems less free. it almost seems like i go through a
long peroid of struggle, release, a peroid of time of
hard ship and misunderstanding spiritually, just to
come to the other side and find a revine! a place to
heal, to grow, to live.
it seems as if i'm just apart of life, with no real
control over what i am, or will experiance-what i mean
to describe is, your reaction to any situation is like
the reaction mixing two chemicals will have-your
reaction is already known....life gives you a
situation to deal with, and life already knows very
well how you will react.
everything here seems to change, the moutains erode,
the oceans consume and devide. animals learn, humans
wake up. there's so much to experinace internally! the
mind! the spiritual bodies! energy that you can simply
become aware of! just by trying! life is beautiful
strange and sad. i miss my emotional body, but maybe
there are other areas places to be explored! dreams!
the blue chakra is a mystery to me! how could i not be
in love?! and in love with life!
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