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Recieved: 2003/11/16  17:43  
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From: Guy Johnson
  
On 2003/11/16  17:43, Guy Johnson posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
I wanted to share this post with all of you. 
Thanks Guy 
 
 
Here is my take on this, God the sun energy Is much like the ocean to 
a seaman. It holds you in the immense beauty of its' ever changing moods. 
The ocean supports you in your tiny ship and you grow to love her. When the 
storm comes and the sea rises up in all her wrath there is no animosity 
toward you but the power and relentless nature of mountains of water forcing 
you to a place of a desperate struggle for your survival. In the first hour 
you feel the torture in your body . 36 hours later with no sleep or rest the 
wheel still in your hands your arms bulging from the strain and skin peeling 
from your hands, men bailing with buckets because the pumps can't hold their 
prime with the violent motion. All your electrical power has failed because 
the bolts on the shaft coupling have thrown water all over the generator and 
batteries. All navigation al instruments except the compass have failed as 
each wave comes at you unseen in the darkness, even the compass spins in her 
glass prison unable to cope with the violent pitch and roll. The seams open 
in her old hull and you surf down the side of each wave while the engine 
screams as if she will come apart,spinning the wheel from one extreme to the 
other riding the razors edge between broaching or pitch poling. By this time 
you have either surrendered to goddess's compassion for the strength and 
endurance beyond the strength of bone and flesh or you have met her in the 
intimacy of death. how is it that a mere man survives such torture? 
 
Your soul expands beyond the confines of body or aura. You become the 
ship and her engine, and you" know "how each wave will come in her reckless 
attack. A" knowing" of where the lighthouse and safe harbor lie in the ciaos 
around you. In that oneness with goddess you know that compassion comes not 
with matter or the sun energy but from the loving life force answering your 
plea for her mercy. In that expanded state you are the Goddess and you have 
saved your self.We feel that place of oneness and the feeling of that state 
of" being "happens beyond the limits of the body. The expanded being is 
love, the most beautiful feeling known to mankind. 
 
 
In this storm I wrote a poem in the year 1976. 
 
 
My life is rhythm, 
Flowing , Free. 
My body land, 
My blood the Sea. 
The Spirit roams, 
So deep, yet still. 
Tis Life's flow, 
Tis God will. 
For I am Life, 
And Life is me. 
There is no true identity. 
The Sea is mine, 
For I am She. 
My Spirit soars 
I am blessed, 
For I am Free 
 
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