To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/10/26 05:40
Subject: [K-list] A change of change.
From: Rich
On 2003/10/26 05:40, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Just a ramble... Nothing useful.
I was recently resting next to someone and energy fired up in me and I
started having mini Kriyas. I have little experience of Kriyas but on this
occasion parts of me were 'waggling' to release stuff. It was not my
intention to do work with this person.
Later some of my own stuff came to my awareness and letting this go brought
me clearly into the present, I could say mind was absent. My body felt
filled and happily restful.
What was also strange was that I tried to look up an old friend and by
accident I called someone else but wasn't sure of their name. It was this
person I'd met up with and had this experience. Very weird!
I don't know for the other person but I certainly gained from this
experience. It's weird that I feel almost like I start to decay when I'm not
occasionally granting some 'mess' to clear up. Someone said once in
conversation 'where attention and love is not, things erode more.' It was
something like this although I loose the exact words.
It's like the river getting dirty with sediment as the flow is at a slow
pace. Once in a while if there is a big downpour it clears out the sediment
and leaves things clean and sparking.
About a month ago, I was in a doctor's waiting room (my toe had some hard
skin and needed some cream) and another funny thing happened. I could
describe it as like a burst of warmth that came though me and to a person
sat opposite me in the waiting room. I didn't even think I had attention on
them and was just minding my own business.
I try to keep myself to myself as I come to realise it's too easy to take on
others' junk. It seems like so much of my life I've done this thinking it is
normal to be empathic. Part of a hardened childhood where one comes to
'feel' what is around you. A safety/survival instinct. Whether this is
conditioned or pre-disposed is a little mystery.
Anyway, I do believe children learn so much through intuition and empathic
bonds between those around them. After a while they cease up as their own
bodies become clouded by the junk of others. 'set' into their 'self'.
It's so weird to see people who see the walls of existence as fixed and live
in this manner like a robot. As I do. Certainty and security. Ease of worry
of change and upheaval. Body and universal rhythms.
Just a bit of rambling as something gets refreshed.
Rich
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