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Recieved: 2003/10/15 01:30
Subject: [K-list] Re: K-list Digest, Vol 4, Issue 12
From: j g

On 2003/10/15 01:30, j g posted thus to the K-list:



i feel alone :[ to the bottom of lonlieness? maybe,
but that may or may not bring a woman into my life. i
guess i'm just complaining as another peroid of
sadness or pain passes. its time for some kind of more
physical love. time for something real, something that
is love? sad songs and missing moments in my life..a
girl or two would be nice? freedom from myself? again?
all over again? i can imagine some beautiful someone
in my life, some kind of story, something interesting
to keep my mind on. be paticent with love, and lovers
and the future-maybe a great kindness with press into
your life to bring another lover? I don't know-falling
is soo strange! Sooo ? Just a strange change in
perseption? Knowledge becomes adtainable, fears calm
and pass, sadness returns to heart and soul, and just
to realize! To realize that what was once felt with
the soul, & in the body! To realize that now, after so
many things have changed! After everything has
changed! Now there's no memory, no past to describe
the lips, or a kiss. I suppose, everything is in
working order, but no lover!

its sad to think, that no daniel, no karen exsists, no
sharon, no kelly-no thing! No girl, no relationship!
No brookie! no kiss! These things are all gone~! All
past, alll gone all..only porno, only video tape, and
stories and books and visualization now. Only passer
bys and girls who I'd never touch. Only a dream from
me? Or only a dream or two away? What is that like
now!??!
lofe


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