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Recieved: 2003/09/15 01:51
Subject: [K-list] feeling bigger-- my first relpy
From: Steve
On 2003/09/15 01:51, Steve posted thus to the K-list:
Hello all:
This is my first entry- relply, ...although I have been
reading the many sharing entries for several months.
thank you.
I have had a similar experience of feeling larger-
bigger than I am. So big ... that I didn't think I
could walk out of the treatment room. I couldn't fit
through the door. The state has lasted for about 7
mins or so. I remember that I got in to my car after
this experience and felt that I could literly fly home
This recent experience with this was a few months ago
after an acupuncture session. Amazingly, my
acupuncturist knew how I felt. He has a way of
mirrowing my chi. It is very interesting. He has other
gifts too...
My first K- like experiency was during a Medical Qi
gong session. It was very frightning. But I felt safe
because the therapist (another acupuncturist who
practices Qi gong) was with me. I felt like I was in a
vacume and that something with GREAT force was pulling
down through my feet - enery pushing from the top of my
head to my feet. I remember it well. I made animal
like sounds and did a lot of episodic breathing. the
Acupts. also felt the same thing I was feeling too.
My second K- experience happened again with my
acupuncuturist a few weeks later. I have told my
acupuncturst about my first experience- and thought it
was a one time deal. After my second one, I told the
AC " now you know what I'm talking about". I asked him
if he ever saw something like that? He said, yes once.
I went on.... Well, what is it. He replyed, " I don't
want to influence you".. we have never spoke of this to
date, although I have had at least 6 other episodes
(less intensity) with him duirng my treatments. I have
only shared my experiency with a handfull of folks.
It took me several months to figure it out. I am in
massage school (and acupuncture school in Boston) and I
asked a class mate what she thought of it. I knew it
wasn't a classic emotional release. She replyed, why
don't you try meditating.... So, I did, after 40
minutes, a similar - but less intense event occurred.
I then went to my computer and typed in "spontaneous
breathing". Well, you know what came up in my search
engine? Yes Kundilini. And thats how I came to find
your web site.
getting back to the altered states.... I have also had
dreams... lots of them, when I was a kid of being AND
FEELING while I had the dream- that I was a big and
could feel myself filling out - and alternatively, on
some nights, _ a dream of shrinking to the size of a
pea. Although it was a dream (I think at least) I can
still remember the feeling of those states.
Of note, my Acupuncutist told me that I would not have
that "larger feeling ever again,"
Although he is a great healer, I don't know if I
beleive him.
Warmly,
Steve
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