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Recieved: 2003/09/09 11:33
Subject: [K-list] Does "surrender" means surrender?
From: elargonauto

        Welcome!


< here the individual doesn't have much choice since surrender is a helpless
feeling of being <forced upon--- or do we have any choice when "Kundalini"
has chosen to awaken us?


        I like to use the expression "letting go". And instead surrender, let
things happen spontaneously. What happens spontaneously is what all my being
what to do at a certain point. So as much as I let things happen
spontaneously I´m getting nearer and nearer of what I want really to be.
What I feel, sense, think that I should do at a certain point. And slipping
out of artificial ideas that I have in my head and doesn´t have a real base.

        Am I losing my freedom, my independence? All the way back, I´m recovering
them.

        That´s what I think people thinks when they speak about "surrender" in a
spiritual background. They are not giving themselves to an alien form, they
are turning, so isntead being crossed in the middle of the river, go with
its flow.

 < what are the consequences when we do NOT accept or yield to this force?


        I think this is the same as if you try to blend your knee to the front. You
hurt yourself.

 < i am intuitively believing that "kundalini" is a kind and gentle "life
force" or am i wrong?


        Personally I consider kundalini as the "natural healing system" of the body
to keep it fit.
So it can´t be better. :).


<sometimes i see the auras of other people...it is weird or is it just my
imagination?


        I have never saw them, but I have read about people who do. It doesn´t seem
to be so strange.

 <i am not very likely to share this to anyone i know but it feels like here
is a safe place---"?"

        Yep. It is not easy to find people with whom you can speak about.

 <sometimes i feel this gentle electrical surge of energy that travels from
my base up to my <spine to above my head--- or a whirling ball of energy on
the palm of my hands--- then sometimes <it feels like a gush of wind that
flows out like a release on my right hand--- "." i do not know <where to
find answers since this seems like something old and new to me. it is also
perchance <that i got into this group web site--- i wonder? kindest
"kindred" regards, dyvinity


        The feelings at the spine, I think it is the more classical thing related
with the kundalini. The feeling of energy is too. If you look at the
previous months you can find a lot of messages I have write about it. It is
something wonderful. :).

       The best places I know are ElCollie Web Pages and The Gateway
Archives. There is a good amount of information there. :)

        Chao!

                                elargonauto.


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