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Recieved: 2003/09/02 12:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] trying to talk about awakening
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2003/09/02 12:27, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 12:08 PM 30/08/03, elargonauto wrote:
> I usually try to make it as softer as possible and start the thing slowly
>starting from well-known things, things people usually speaks about, to
>things that are more strange. The curious thing is that is like I create a
>temporal field. As I tell the things and I am there to explain them, they
>seem to understand and believe them, but as time pass and they go back to
>their normal lives and their conventional way of thinking what I have told
>them become more and more incredible and the sense fades away slowly.
>Until I go back and recharge the batteries.
elargonauto, you are shaktipatting them into a higher vibration where
these things make sense. Pulling them into your universe by the power of
your hypnotic K charisma and their receptivity. The Shakti field follows
your attention, to a certain degree. Laser beam eyes.
It is to be expected that they will go home afterwards, to their comfy
familiar reality tunnel... and a good thing too. Free Will is Goddess
Law. If Goddess in them wants to experience the illusion of a narrower
reality tunnel than you, why judge that?
> But I?m getting tired of the game and I?m starting to prefer not to tell
>anything and let them take their conclusions from what they see directly
>with their own eyes. You save long talks. :). Anyway, I?m getting really
>used to all the process so it is not anymore new or strange for me and I?m
>losing the necesety of speaking about it.
Well, that happens as the ego identity fades. How people see you, and
whether they understand gets less important. No need for validation, no
need to define yourself to other people... or to yourself. The energy
speaks to the receptive.
Having written a few bios about myself for various purposes, I drew a
blank when it came to writing the "about the author" page on
Kundalini-teacher.com. Complete lack of inspiration, simply too bored of my
personal mythology to have interest in trying to define myself.
Got reams of bio on the web already, K list archives since
1996 documents years of my process . I am, who I am in this moment, here
and now... and that person is not interested in taking the time to
construct identity.
>It?s like speaking about how you swicht on the tv... :). I?m forgetting
>to my arguments. I had a lot of
>reasonings who took me to the conclusions but as I stop using them they are
>fading away. It could be I?m losing the point of view from a conventional
>point.
Well, you are, but so long as you stop telling people about yourself,
few will notice. Let go of controlling the results of your communication,
and your inner silence speaks more clearly.
Turning inward, changes the nature of the Shakti Field. It becomes
much more subtle, gentler and more unconditionally loving. Energy follows
attention. What you focus on, grows, watered by your Shakti... or scorched
like sunburn!
A focused attention Shakti field, especially with an agenda, tends to
give contrary results. It can be abrasive, triggering stuff in people they
would rather not feel. Reaction to it can be really polarized. People you
meet either love you or avoid you because they have issues with you that
are a reflection of what was triggered in them.
Turning inward, the field gets gentler, almost invisible except to
those who have real desire for growth.
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