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Subject: RE: [K-list] Age of awakening poll II
From: Tom
On 2003/08/11 00:33, Tom posted thus to the K-list:
Hi,
When I was younger I was quite self aware from what I remember. I seemed to
follow my own little pattern to drop thoughts and unconscious things/habits.
When I was 6 or so I saw my mum talking to herself. I remember seeing how
crazy it looked and decided never to do it, not even in thoughts. So I
didn't think too much when I was young.
A little realization started when I was 10 or so at school, I hadn't done my
homework and I knew the teacher was going to be angry. I was quite worried,
but suddenly had a realization that there's no need to worry. That it was
just a feeling. If I am aware then there will be no problems, when the
confrontation with the teacher comes it won't last long. Why worry? So I
started to use that understanding and applied it to each little annoyance
that came up in my mind.
When I was 18 I had an out of body experience and was very excited about it
all. I started to get quite obsessed with them. Used to practice each
night and have around 3 a week. I loved to explore! But I ran out of
interest eventually and motivation. Started to get very tired. I went
through a long stage of emptiness, without much enthusiasm and some painful
feelings started happening in my spine.
Only a few months ago when I was 19 I had a very painful time - a lot of
heat, and energy rushes, a lot of fear. I don't know when the kundalini
process started, perhaps when this pain began or sometime around the OBE
phase. Perhaps before that.
I remember feeling some energy going through me throughout the last year or
so, but it only just started to get quite noticeable recently, in May 2003.
All the best!
Tom
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> What age were you when you first became K awakened? What do you think
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Dear Hillary, list
I would say that my awakening has happened in stages throughout my life (I'm
49). As a very young child I had visions and various psychic experiences
and for as long as I can remember my spiritual life has been of primary
importance. When I was around 14 I had panic attacks for no apparent
reason, and looking back I think that these were K related. However it was
in 1994 that I can definately say I experienced K "symptoms" and the start
of a huge shift in consciousness.
Hope this is helpful, it is very interesting reading other list members
replies to this poll.
Love Carole
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