To: K-list 
Recieved: 2003/06/14  17:17  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Difficult K awakenings 
From: Druout
  
On 2003/06/14  17:17, Druout posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
Carole writes: 
 
>... Lots more questions now come to mind of course, but mainly I wonder why  
we >have such unpleasant "symptoms"?  A spiritual teacher I know said that he  
was >aware of when his kundalini rose and it did not seem to be a problem to  
him - could >this be because he was already clear of blocks, enlightened  
perhaps?  
 
Dear Carole, List, 
 
Well, it's hard to figure why some of us have an easy time and some a really  
difficult one.  Part of it is, I'm sure, preparation.  We in the West often  
come upon meditation and Hatha Yoga outside its spiritual framework.  We use it  
for "relaxation" or for exercise, but many of us haven't a clue as to the what  
its real potential is.  When K awakes and we have no idea what is going on,  
the fear factor takes hold, and all our symptoms become magnified and often  
seen in negative light. 
 
In the past practices such as meditation, Hatha Yoga, etc  were shown only to  
initiates who had knowledgeable teachers.  We are now awakening a population  
which is, on the post part, un-aware.  This unfortunately includes most of the  
teachers as well.  They are often as frightened as the person who is awakened  
because they don't know what to advise.  The fear is then passed on to the  
person experiencing the energy.  It's a little like an LSD trip going wrong and  
not having a guide to re direct him/her.    
 
Those who do Hatha Yoga and other physical disciplines such as Qi Gong and  
Tai Chi also may have an easier time of it because flexibility and body control  
seem to allow for easier passage of the energy.  The body has been better  
prepared. 
 
There may also be a connection between childhood trauma and a more difficult  
K awakening.  More things to have to be cleared.  More inner demons to have to  
release. 
 
Or, it may simply be our genetic and/or psychological makeup.  Some women,  
for instance, have an easier menopause than others.  It may be that the symptoms  
are less severe, or it may be because they are less disturbed by them, or a  
bit of both.  Change is often frightening, especially such profound changes  
that K engenders.  And when we try to fight it instead of using the change for  
our benefit, we find we are fighting against our Selves. 
 
Love, Hillary 
 
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