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Recieved: 2003/05/15 14:55
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From: Rita Metermaid
On 2003/05/15 14:55, Rita Metermaid posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Rich, All Friends -
:-)
--- Rich <ulterium AT_NOSPAM barrysworld.com> wrote:
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> Regret can be born out of a belief in scarcity. That
> *opportunity* will not
> pass again. Projecting limitation.
>
> Dissapointment can be born out of an an investment
> in expectation and
> inflexibility to change.
>
>
>
> I'm going to share a little story.
>
> I had fallen into a position of feeling sorry for
> another, partly for their
> physical condition and partly for their emotional
> upheavel.
>
> There was a unpleasant block/connection of wanting
> and not wanting to care
> about the other. The other had fallen into my heart
> when I held them and
> tears started coming from there eyes. To me it was a
> beautiful sight.
>
> Normally I pass up on these things and release my
> thoughts when I meet or
> pass with one in need. Typically this would be a
> begger in the street or
> someone in a bad physical condition. Usually I get a
> hunch before I even
> look toward someone. I just don't let my attention
> fall to them so I don't
> get to see them and don't place my attention on
> them.
>
> But sometimes I fall deeply into someone, to the
> point where I need to
> unravel there stuff to get it out of me. Sometimes I
> learn something in the
> process about how to release something or about a
> shortcoming of a certain
> belief or idea.
>
> Sometimes it may lead back through family history or
> across lives. There is no pattern.
>
> I don't recommend this pracitse but sometimes it can
> feel K guided instead
> of ego guided. That it is for a higher reason.
All (most?) of what happens is God/dess's plan, for a
higher reason, and sometimes we go entire lifetime
never really knowing the purpose. All we can do is
trust and have faith. And if we are wounded in our
trust or faith, then we need to heal them first...
> And this can go for releasing stuff from oneself.
> When too blocked or too
> constrained to hear the answer or let go easily.
> Recently I rested heavily
> from being caught by a fever. I grounded myself by
> imagining a big cone
> coming out of the bottom of me and widening and
> spreading into the earth.
>
> I has already tried all my usual methods to release
> this but got no where.
> Too much entwined stuff. By paying close attention
> to the voice of K and the
> heart to get the insights I needed I was eventually
> able to let it go. To
> forgive someone who is hurting me almost in the
> present.
Your friend is grateful that you can forgive them, i
am sure.
> Okay, so I'm
> hurting myself but I was being manipulated or so it
> seemed.
>
> But I try to see when caught up on something from
> another, it is because
> there is something similar to this unresolved in my
> self.
It is this way for me, too, sometimes. Thanks for the
reminder of this lesson.
>
> Also I see, often what is resist from anothers
> actions is a behaviour
> inhibited in oneself and is close to our
> consciousness in being able to
> recognise it and release it. The real enemy is our
> past self.
Yes, and the real friend(s) are those who help us
realize this and so we can work beyond our
*conditioning* and reactivity. At least it is this way
for me.
love and light to all,
rita
>
> Thanks,
>
> Rich
>
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