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Recieved: 2003/05/15 06:26
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From: Rich
On 2003/05/15 06:26, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Regret can be born out of a belief in scarcity. That *opportunity* will not
pass again. Projecting limitation.
Dissapointment can be born out of an an investment in expectation and
inflexibility to change.
I'm going to share a little story.
I had fallen into a position of feeling sorry for another, partly for their
physical condition and partly for their emotional upheavel.
There was a unpleasant block/connection of wanting and not wanting to care
about the other. The other had fallen into my heart when I held them and
tears started coming from there eyes. To me it was a beautiful sight.
Normally I pass up on these things and release my thoughts when I meet or
pass with one in need. Typically this would be a begger in the street or
someone in a bad physical condition. Usually I get a hunch before I even
look toward someone. I just don't let my attention fall to them so I don't
get to see them and don't place my attention on them.
But sometimes I fall deeply into someone, to the point where I need to
unravel there stuff to get it out of me. Sometimes I learn something in the
process about how to release something or about a shortcoming of a certain
belief or idea.
Sometimes it may lead back through family history or across lives. There is
no pattern.
I don't recommend this pracitse but sometimes it can feel K guided instead
of ego guided. That it is for a higher reason.
And this can go for releasing stuff from oneself. When too blocked or too
constrained to hear the answer or let go easily. Recently I rested heavily
from being caught by a fever. I grounded myself by imagining a big cone
coming out of the bottom of me and widening and spreading into the earth.
I has already tried all my usual methods to release this but got no where.
Too much entwined stuff. By paying close attention to the voice of K and the
heart to get the insights I needed I was eventually able to let it go. To
forgive someone who is hurting me almost in the present. Okay, so I'm
hurting myself but I was being manipulated or so it seemed.
But I try to see when caught up on something from another, it is because
there is something similar to this unresolved in my self.
Also I see, often what is resist from anothers actions is a behaviour
inhibited in oneself and is close to our consciousness in being able to
recognise it and release it. The real enemy is our past self.
Thanks,
Rich
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