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Recieved: 2003/05/06 17:18
Subject: [K-list] New to the list because of liquor
From: elargonauto
On 2003/05/06 17:18, elargonauto posted thus to the K-list:
Hello and welcome. :)
Hello everyone,
{snip}
and
affirmed my instinct to explore the concept of breakdown (I call it the
Humpty-Dumpty experience)
:))
as a path towards spiritual growth, I couldn't
find much to explain certain symptoms. The inexplicable symptoms I learned
to observe and accept (mind you, not without tears/thoughts of suicide,
etc.).
I guess that is an important thing, accept it. Stop fighting it.
Basically, in addition to all sorts of other pains/processes, for several
months I was chronically sexually aroused. {snip}
Yep. Sex is something that can be very tricky.
Fast forward. Six months ago I met a man who had been suffering from a
spiritual emergency for several years who called his experience a kundalini
awakening. I was surprised to learn that these sexual rushes and energy
rushes were described in kundalini literature.
Being kundalini a mixtures of all energies, sexual couldn´t get out.
Prior to learning about
Kundalini, I saw a Reiki practitioner hoping she could help quell my sexual
energy. During the session I felt energy rushes up my spine and began
shaking on the table. This had happened to me before, on falling asleep,
but I had always attributed it to my body/mind detoxing and thought of it as
a fun side-effect of an otherwise hellish psychological state.
All kind of spontaneous movements are part of kundalini. And as I
have read a lot of people have had it aroused through reiki. In my own
experience I have gone through all kind of spontaneous exercises.
I am grateful that I happen to live in a time/place
where one has access to experienced, open-minded psychotherapists as well as
internet information about spiritual awakening and kundalini.
The public conscience is wonderfull. I wouldn´t know anything if it
wasn´t for internet.
These days, I'm seeking
support in the kundalini realm as I am beginning a yoga practice and am
slightly apprehensive ... I feel more sexually energized after yoga, but
don't really want to return to that dark place.
Well I think there is a difference between experiencing it and
triggering it. A lot of people who have gone through the experience have
regretted it. I mean, when the things doesn´t gone gradual and spontaneously
there can be accidents. Kundalini yoga is frequently commented by lot of
people as dangerous.
Good luck!
elargonauto.
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