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Recieved: 2003/05/01 21:14
Subject: [K-list] color-blindness and colored visions (was: some basic q
From: percyval
On 2003/05/01 21:14, percyval posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: "J. Bradley" <jude-bradley AT_NOSPAM rogers.com>
> I'm colour blind -- so's my father, so's my son (and I know the
> stats, I know what an anomaly I am, being female and colour blind ...
> whatever, I've been an anomaly most of my life *snickers*). I wonder if
> maybe that's why I don't see stuff like the explosions of white or colours
> like you do? Be interesting to find out if that's common with colour
blind
> people....
hi Jude,
i'm red-green color-blind, and have had many experiences of seeing the "blue
star" or "blue pearl"... my post about this from the K-Gateway website poll
is included below...
the one way the color-blindness does affect me, is that at times i think the
star may appear violet, but the reddish aspect of that color is very faint
for me, so i mainly see it as blue... but it does appear to me to vary in
shade a little bit at different times...
i suppose if i were blue-yellow color-blind (which is much rarer), it would
affect this vision in a much greater way...
warmly,
percyval
from: http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/polls/po_bluepl.html
i have had some very interesting experiences with this blue light... for
many years, i had not met anyone else who knew what i was talking about,
except for a couple of live-in lovers who also began seeing it after
spending time living with me... but quite a few people on the k-list seem
familiar with it...
the first time i remember seeing it was back in 1980, when i was in an
audience listening to a lecture by a psychic, Bob Petrie, who had an
organization in New York at that time... i began seeing these flashes of
what looked like blue stars up on the stage... i thought that they might be
using some kind of lighting effect, but my ex-wife told me that she didn't
see them...
during the question and answer time after the lecture, someone asked him
when he first became psychic... he talked about a near-death experience from
drowning, and said that he began seeing these flashes of blue lights after
that, and then began to notice his psychic abilities... this synchronicity
of hearing him talk about this after i had just seen them, blue my mind...
these lights became something that i began seeing quite frequently, often in
batches of several in one day for many days in a row, followed by periods of
not seeing it at all... they looked like little blue stars, of a beautiful
blue very similar to what Antoine showed us in his post...they always seemed
to have such a good vibe, that it felt like some kind of angel was around me
and letting me know that things are wonderful...
i had a time of great personal crisis in 1988, when personal problems were
getting severe enough to almost finish me... i was laying on my bed in the
late morning around 10 or 11 a.m. and asking for help with my problem...
suddenly, i began to see (with my eyes wide open in a well-lighted room)
what looked like a large undulating pulsating blue sun appear in the room
and gradually move until it was right above me... this was the same color as
the blue star (but many shades at once that seemed to flow like the movement
of gasses within the sun), but it was so much larger than the blue star i
was used to seeing... although it is hard to actually describe it in terms
of size, if i tried to hug it, i would not quite be able to get my arms
completely around it... but anyway, at first, it terrified me...
so i just asked it out loud, "what are you?"... and then telepathically, i
asked it if it was God, or if it was some kind of entity... if
telepathically told me to relax and not be frightened, that it was here to
help me... it told me that it was the "blue star", and that i was "of the
blue star"... it helped me to immediately and completely solve my personal
problem on my own...
since then, i frequently see the blue star in either the small star-like
version, and sometimes the larger sun-like version... i always greet it, and
thank it for its presence... and it always feels wonderful... at a certain
point several years ago, i began to be able to see the blue sun with my
third eye whenever i decide to focus on it... is especially easy when my
eyes are closed (though i can see it with my eyes open if i try to), and it
is a wonderful way to get immediately into a very deep and beautiful
meditation... i think that it is always with me, even though i don't always
focus on seeing it... and this feels so wonderful, warm and comforting to
know...
it made me smile when i read what Mystress Angelique wrote about it in her
Fire-Serpent Tantra course... i have a feeling that she would not mind me
quoting a paragraph from her lesson on "Opening the Third Eye" here:
"Now at some point, you may get a blue light appearing. It's very tiny.
Muktananda referred to this as the "blue pearl of wisdom". If this light
shows up, ask it to stay and guide you, and be your guide for the rest of
your life. And if you ask it, then it will. And you can ask it anything
because it knows everything."
-copyright by Mystress Angelique Serpent, www.fire-serpent.com
although i read these words so many years after becoming familiar with the
blue light, blue star, blue pearl; this sounds so very true to me... and i
feel so blessed to be " of the blue star", and especially to know that i am
here in the company of so many who are also " blue star" people...
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