To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/04/28 19:57
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: Cycling of the Kundalini - Karma
From: Charles
On 2003/04/28 19:57, Charles posted thus to the K-list:
> Find a blockage. Look within it, and the information about the karmic
> nature of the blockage can be revealed.
Dear Mystress and list members,
For the last year or so I have been working through blockages in my lower
chakras. These blockages have shown up in many ways not least in my physical
body in the form of lower back pain. Without going into the detail, the
pressure in this area has significantly decreased and the areas of my life
that these chakras relate to have transformed dramatically.
Over the last couple of months I have been experiencing what has seemed to be
locked fascet joints in my thorasic spine around my heart area. Regular
visits to an osteopath have provided nothing more than brief relief from this
pain as 24 hours after the structural manipulations to correct the imbalance,
they have returned each time.
At first I thought that the muscles in this area had become used to holding
my misaligned spine and have therefore just pulled the joints back out of
position as a result of habit. Further treatments including CranioSacral
therapy, deep massage, visceral manipulation, emails on this list and my own
intuition have shown me that this imbalance is not merely a structural issue
but more likely karmic blockages around my heart chakra. I feel now that the
next stage in my journey revolves around surrendering and clearing this karma
for the kundalini to continue its journey. I have suspected for some time
that I have experienced a top down awakening and how that could relate to my
issues here I am not sure.
How do I discover what the karmic issues are in this area? Do you recommend
the Fire Serpent Tantra course? Are there other ways I could help myself? I
suspect that I have heart chakra issues around 'receiving' although I'm not
sure. I work full time as a healing facilitator and this physical pain the
area of my heart chakra began when I started to do extensive healing work. I
work 2 days a week for a charity called The Disability Foundation offering
Thai Yoga Massage and CranioSacral therapy to people with disabilities...
quite often complex diabilities that I had no knowledge of before I started
working there. It has certainly been a journey into the unknown for me and
working regularly with people who have suffered spinal breaks and children
with cerebral palsy as well as young adults with advanced MS has certainly
challenged me on an emotional level. To a certain extent I feel I have taken
this work in my stride however I am aware that this must be taking an
empathic toll on some level. Perhaps this is showing up in my heart chakra???
I'm not sure. Could this be the case and if so, what can I do to help myself?
Perhaps the following information bears no relevance but I want to share it
nonetheless. During my last CranioSacral treatment my body contorted into
some very strange positions eventually settling in a foetal position. I was
crying like a baby and the emotion was deep sadness and hurt. I was made
aware somehow that the sadness related to my resistance to come into this
physical incarnation but that I had no choice. I have had a number of
astrological as well as psychic reading over the last few years that told me
that this was a special incarnation for me in as much as I had some work to
do that I should have done in my last incarnation but that I didnt complete.
(Just as I typed that last sentence I got the ringing in my inner ear that I
wrote in about recently. It died down after a few seconds.) Is it possible
that I have incarnated to facilitate healing as a life task/purpose? Or could
that be my ego making stories up?
Love, Charles
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