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Recieved: 2003/04/15 06:34
Subject: [K-list] Surrender of will
From: Rich
On 2003/04/15 06:34, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Rich wrote:
> Is there a point of no return I wonder? That one could surrender to
> something so fully they forget they ever surrendered and loose there
> previous sense of self and there ability to pull back out of what they
> surrendered to.
>
Vernon Kitabu Turner voices 'surrendering the will to the unknown'. He seems
very much alive and present as I am reading this.
In itself, the desire to surrender would seem an act of will but at another
level inherently K is pushing up and away my sense of self and making me
surrender. It would seem sometimes also that I conceive a problem in my life
(such as an illness) as a means to get me to move past it where as before I
may have avoided it.
Is it a paradox that we give up the will for an instant to surrender so the
will is not really involved but it is just a cycle of preparation to train
ourself to this. Could a non K person do the same? Perhaps with endeavor
(without effort) and faith.
Giving way to the divine through an operation like a computer program. We
write the program how we want it to be, to serve us. Goddess gives guidance
when we ask.
When this becomes a permanent process without intervention then I will be
finished. And started at the same time. For time I will no longer care of.
Giving up the desire to surrender to K (and all other desire (and the desire
to have another desire)) would seem like surrender of will. Desire.. The
obscurer of Emptiness.
Rich
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