To: K-list 
Recieved: 2003/04/13  16:38  
Subject: [K-list] The Weed Thing 
From: Charles
  
On 2003/04/13  16:38, Charles posted thus to the K-list: 
  
 
Dear Percyval, Jane, Ken, Tyrone, Hillary, Belldandy and Chris et al 
 
Thank you for your messages. I had a long chat with my family member today 
about the weed thing. It was as I thought (in fact we've had the chat many 
times before but not for a while). He said that he is angry, lost and 
frustrated. Pissed off with not knowing what he wants or where he should be 
heading. He admitted low self esteem and frustration at everyone else 
thinking that they know what is good for him. He said that the smoking takes 
the edges off. Stop him from feeling his anger so sharply. Nothing to worry 
about when he's doped up to the eyeballs. I share digs with him and its a 
horrible energy for a sensitive person to be around the whole time. Its time 
for me to move on I think and live in a place on my own. I like to be around 
people who inspire me, people of like mind and dark moods the whole time are 
really draining. 
 
I dont talk from complete ignorance. I did plenty of drugs over a two year 
period a few years ago. But it was a faze and when I stopped I never had the 
desire to go back and neither did I have any regrets.  But he is 33 and has 
been toking every day for 17 years. I think the K energy and the buzz of good 
health is much more appealing. When you cant see the light its easy to 
indulge in the dark. 
 
It's easy to give up any crutch but you have to want to. I was doing the Tony 
Robbins 30 day personal power CD course recently and in it he says that the 
driving force behind human motivation is the "why" we ascribe to something. 
Anything is possible when you give give something a why, purpose or reason. 
Without a why its hard to achieve anything.He needs to arrive at his own 
"why". 
 
 
 
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